journy of life

This is my own personal views of life.Its seems to be very confusing itself the life.Things never goes as we expect.When we are young we see everywhere colour in our life but as time passes we gradually realise that how wrong were we.The reality is very cruel.How alone we are,and helpless.Few people are blessed with real friend and relatives.In our bad times hardly anyone show-up for a helping hand.Happyness is like a long forgotten word for me.
My married life:-
I had some beautifull dreams of a married life.That I would have a woman of my choice who would understand me without much explanation about myself to her and we would make a beautifull home.But it seems from the beginning something is going wrong into that fortune and day by day I am heading to a lone strugle.